school started again
more on this later

OH OH OH OH OH!!

Last comment for the night.
I will be 21 in less than a month... freaky huh?

I'm packing now.
heading back up north early sunday morning.
feeling a little different, but can't really descibe why.

Random comment #3:

In the elevators at work there is a sign that says
"In case the elevator should stop suddenly,
Do Not become Alarmed
Push the Alarm button to summon help"
I just found it strange that if you don't want people to freak out, then why don't you put a help button instead of "Alarm"
eh. whatever

Random Comment #4:

My cousin and I have discovered, that for a guy to fit in with our family,
to pass the boys test: has to Ball... as in basketball
to pass the girls test: has to dance, or at least be willing to learn/attempt to

Random Comment #5:

my new motto: (i came up with this after talking to my aunt)

If you aren't going to make waves, get out of the water.

Random comment #2:

as I was leaving work I got commented that I had a "bubbly" personality....
also someone told me as I was leaving. "Ok, good luck, go conquer the world"
I think I might just do that

Random comment #1:

I notice that whenever I listen to the radio while I am takinmg a shower, Jennifer Love Hewitt's "Bare Naked" song comes on. hmm.... just something to ponder

ever find something that you want to blog about,
but by the time you get to a computer, get online, log into blogger,
you just don't feel it anymore.

yeah, thats where I'm at right now

i updating the questionaire slowly, since it was so difficult to read.
but it takes too long and I felt like writing.

nothing much has been happening on my side, so it gives me alot of time to think.

work is simply work. I am counting down the days until I don't have to work there anymore. Being a student worker I get treated like crap. No one notices that I am working like 5 times as fast as the girl before me, no. they only notice when I take five mintues to make photocopies. All most of the other workers do is chat with each other, but the moment my cousin comes in to talk to me, I'm watched like a hawk. whatever, only seven more days left.

with the anniversary of sept. 11 here. I wonder about alot of things. Since i work in the middle of downtown LA, high security was everywhere. i kept wondering what would happen if something did happen at work. I don't know. too depressing for me. I bought a beanie baby bat today (yes, another one, this one's smaller and more brown) and the guy at the hallmark store gave me balloons. That brightened up my day a little. Although the official name of the bat is Batty, I have decided to name my bat Walter T. Cronkite (name subject to change- but the initials will stay the same). My 9/11 bat. he's something that isn't all that pretty, not the best thing to remember, but loved very much. and despite all the bad things about bats, he brings me hope.
(yeah, its just a stuffed toy, and its alot to pull from a bat, but its a methaphor people! enjoy)
Sept. 11 is something that we don't really like to look at, something thats difficult to stomache sometimes, but it brings us together.


just alot of thoughts running through my brain.
I miss my house
I miss my dog
I watched all of Escaflowne recently--- so good, but depressing too
i don't like work
i don't like traffic
I'm heading back up north in a week and a half.
graduation is looming
A Phi O is coming back
writing a story based on my days at St. Bernard's really makes me think how much I didn't like that school.

OH OH a classmate of mine is engaged! crazy (Jason Boss for those who MIGHT know him) but its crazy, wow. just can't believe it.
but i must bid adieu now
meed to drive back to my cousins house to sleep and start another day at work
"back to the hamster wheel" as he says.

nite all.
luv u.

PS
sorry I've been MIA, for so long. I get no internet at work, and don't have a phone. I can manage to get away with text messages, so feel free to text me. Please, I get really bored there. *mwah* nite

NOTE: I tried to e-mail this out, but it didn't work. so here you go

i can't believe I doing this too.
Name: samantha milagrosa (wu-li wah, helena, sam) warriner
Birthday: october 17, 1981--- its coming up people!
Nicknames: here we go---ger, mantha, willow, dot, first born, baby, pop tart, so many more... but this is for jason---- Princess Moonpie of the 3rd realm, empress of the universe. and Princess Angelina Contessa Louisa Francesca Banana-fana bo-besca the third. (its from animaniacs if you don't know)
Height: 5'4"
Eye color: brown
Piercings/Tattoos: ears...maybe more if I'm daring enough
Scars: lots of little ones. One major one just above my left elbow from where I was stabbed... just kidding just kidding. Its from when I had a tumor removed.
birthplace: monterey park, CA (i was BORN IN EAST LA)
If there are 3 wells-Wealth, Health, and Knowledge- which would you choose? knowledge
Do you wish on stars? all the time
Which finger is your favorite? if you count the thumb, then the thumb, if not- then index.
What is the most disgusting food you have ever eaten? this brand of coke from Beruit (tried it at the coke museum in Las Vegas- seriously thought I was going to die from it.)
Would you kill someone? maybe, but really depends on the circumstances.
When did You last cry? its been a while, but come awful close alot of times
If you were making a movie about yourself, what actor/actress would play you? i love drew barrymore, but it would probably be alyson hannigan (willow/band camp girl)
What TV show or movie best describes your life? everything. umm... before it used to be Buffy (like when they were still in high school).. maybe The sweetest thing- minus all the sex.
Do you like your handwriting? no. it gets messy
Who are you jealous of? hot girls- seriously like the trip over yourself when you see them walking kind.
What is the #1 priority in your life? happiness
What is your favorite lunch meat? chicken--- it COUNTS!
Do you have any bad habits? yeah, but I don't think they are bad.
what store would you never be caught dead in? i don't know. a cilantro store? (im allergic)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? depends on what I was like as another person. But probably.
Are you a daredevil? when the mood strikes me
Do you follow or lead? both, depending on the situation
Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat? maybe. but just to christina...
Have you ever stolen anything? once, on accident. when I was 6.
Do looks matter? sometimes, but very little in the big picture.
Have you ever met anyone famous? Supreme Court Justice Souter, lots of environmental big wigs, no one too cool--- yet.
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? yes, and I will find it!
Are you trendy? people say I am, but I just wear whatever I like
What do you do to vent anger? talk to people, write, cry, punching my punching bag (or my brother)
Are you passive or aggressive? more passive, but aggressive when I have to be
Do you get along better with you mother or father? probably mom, but both are cool.
Who is your second family? extended family, friends, aphio, theater, and Mr. and Mrs. Vasquez, whom I actually call Mom and Dad.
Do you trust others easily? yeah, but if you break it, its really hard to get it back
What was your favorite toy as a child? TV
What class in school do you think is totally useless? telepathic communication with animals. ( i never took it, but it was offered)
Do you like love songs? YES
Do you think your life so far has been good? managable.
Which was your best Halloween costume? angel, 3ft wingspan. I was all in white and Lily was all in black that year when we answered the door to 2 mormons!
Have you ever been on radio or television? yeah, the news. good deed stuff in 8th grade. (Baby Angel... maybe you remember it?)
Do you keep a diary? a blog and one more.
Have you ever intentionally hurt another person? no, it would end up hurting me more in the end. But I have been tempted.
Do you like sarcasm? Please, me.... juat ask Bryan and Jacob
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yep
Do you always wear a seat belt? yeah, habit now.
Do you feel understood most of the time? not really
Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? sore throat,
Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? ...
What is your soap opera name? goldie lucas (yes, my first pet was a goldfish named goldie... original huh?)
Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in separate ones? used to be the same, but ran out of space. now my socks are in a shoe box next to the dresser
Would you rather be hot or cold? cold...but i complain both ways
What is the first thing on your Christmas list? movie/record deal. Come on Santa....
What was the best Christmas present you received? one year my best friend learned how to play a song i liked on the piano (but he doesn't know how to play piano normally) and he took a hardboiled egg and drew on it to make it look like one of my favorite characters from an anime (Mokota from Rayearth).
What word do you use when you think something is good? cool
What band has the funniest name? sum 41? sugarcult? color me bad... do anyone understand that. OH OH i got it---- Chumbawhumba
Would you ever bungee jump? no, don't like the snapping back action. But I would sky dive.
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no.
Would you rather wear uniforms to school? i did for a long time. Saved money on clothes, and never had to figure out what to wear in the morning.
Have you ever given money to a bum? yeah, but I prefer giving food
Do you ever realize you are dreaming in your dreams? yeah, and then I try to control what happens
Do you ever wear overalls? yep, but not in a while
Do you think you are strong (emotionally?) yeah, but we all break down every once in a while

HAVE YOU EVER
...had the drink Calypso Breeze? no. (but there is a tropicana juice called calypso breeze, I have had that)
...Been in love? yeah
...Been to Africa? nope
...been toilet-papering? yeah, used up like 40 rolls
...been toilet-papered? at Regina's bridal shower (toilet paper bride)
...loved somebody so much it makes you cry? just from worrying and stuff. Like my family and friends.

WHICH DO YOU RATHER? (THIS? or THAT?)
Croutons or Bacon Bits: croutons (but I like both)
2 doors or 4 (on a car): 4 doors (5 on a van)
Mr. Pibb or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper... although they ARE the same thing
Coffee or Ice-cream: ice cream... duh
Ruffles or Lays: lays
Blanket or Stuffed Animal: both
Shampoo or Conditioner: shampoo
Relationship or Hookup: relationships....
Purple grapes or green: purple
Lefty or Righty: right
Bridges or Tunnels: feel the same about both. Like making wishes in tunnels, but both freak me out at times.
One pillow or two(or more): two
Adidas or Nike: payless!
Adidas or Reebok: costco!
WORD ASSOCIATION
RUBBER GLOVES: rocks (the ones near the 80, always use gloves there!)
ROCK: paper
BLUE: sky
WET: nap (the wash cloth silly!)
CRY: mandy moore (the song)
PEANUT BUTTER: jelly
HAY: stack
KNOTT'S BERRY FARM: sucks (okay, its mean, but it does!)
PAPER: airplane
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...
...Salad Dressing: ranch or 1000 island
...Color of socks: white
...Numbers: 3, 17, 4
...Memory: lots.
...Dance: pop.
...Place to be kissed: .....heehee
...Professional Sport: basketball
...Movie (only one!): its like Lay potato chips--- can't have just one. but Disney's Sleeping Beauty, Ever After
...Quote from a movie: "no mother, I'm only here for the food"- Ever after
"do not let the past dictate who you are, but let it be a part of the person you will become" and "the man may be the head [of the family] but the woman is the neck, and the woman turns the head in what ever way she wants"- My Big Fat Greek Wedding, and "Ohana means family, and family means no one gets left behind, or forgotten"- Lilo and Stitch
...Holiday: halloween- be someone else for a day
...Place to cuddle: in front of a fireplace, or on a beach in the moonlight
...Toothpaste: crest
...Food: anything thats good
...Day of the Week: friday, usually off and the farthest away from more work
...Place to wash in the shower: face
...Song at the moment: complicated, arvil lavgine
...TV show: i like my syndicated Sabrina, and Just shoot me, not to mention The Simpsons
...Athlete: Kobe
...Hotel: Westin Bonaventure
...Word: GENIUS!
...Least Favorite Word: rape.
...Subject in School: acting
...Color: white
...Restaurant: lots- California Pizza Kitchen, Red Lobster, Outback
...Flower: roses (white for friendship, red for love); theres another, I just don't remember
...Least Favorite Subject: english 43 (but thats because I hated the teacher)
...Alcoholic Drink: hahahaha me?
...Sport to Watch: cheerleading
...Love Song: too many. But i think Kiss from a Rose by Seal
...Country Song: butterfly kisses by bob carlisle and From this moment and Man! I feel like a woman- Shainia twain.
...Disney Character: donald
...Fast Food Restaurant: mcdonalds- I own stock in it
...Board Game: disney trivia, atmosphere
...Pair of Jeans: old navy dark blue flares
...Girl Names: sabrina
...Boy Names: joshua
What is the best "unexpected thing" a guy could do for a girl? little things.
Are you over your last "crush"? hee hee, Orlando Bloom I love u! (elf from Lord of the Rings if you don't know)
What do you really think of Brittany Spears? can I have her job. but seriously, I do like some of her songs. (hee hee... Pop tart)
What color your bathroom's carpet? Davis- maroon, cerritos- white tile w/ beige rug
What was the name of your childhood blanket/ stuffed animal? mint
What are your true feelings towards the opposite sex? i like them. Boys are fun to play with. but seriously, equals.
How many times did you fail your Permit and/or Drivers License Test? took permit once, driving twice
What do you think of Ouija boards? bad memories. they sometimes work.
Where do you see yourself in 10 yrs at 1 AM? polishing my oscar and putting it next grammy.
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nope, but i have been asked
Who is the last person that you got mail from? work, cheapie form letter
Have you ever been convicted of a crime? umm... oh CONVICTED.. no
Which single store would you choose to max your parents credit card? costco. got everything! clothes, food, computers!
What type of car you drive now? right now? a 1977 gray oldsmobile cutlass supreme. (yep, pimp-mobile)
What do you do most often when you are bored? watch tv, read stories, blog, snack.
What type of a car do you wish you were driving right now? an aston martin. or my van
What words or phrases do you overuse? GENIUS!, whatever, cool deal, cheeky monkey, etc.
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you: Michael, my cousin in Japan, or all my realtives in the Philippines, Chris in Florida, or maybe Taz in Austrailia.
Name the most romantic thing that someone has ever done for you: can't. sucks to be me huh?
Bed time? when i feel like it
Humiliating Moments: i repress them. but there is the time i walked into a pole
What do you look for in romantic love interests: something just needs to click.
Loudest person(s) you know? Papa Minh.
Craziest or silliest person you know? Christina and Me.
Funnest person you know? everyone has their moments
Nicest person you know? Kalen is nice, but there's alot. I'm not friends with not-nice people.
Biggest flirt? lots. including me. my motto is "i don't flirt on purpose, it just comes naturally"
Good friend(s): too many to name.
Who will respond to this fastest? dunno. I'm responding 'cause christina said i would
Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? Ray, he did it already
Say one nice thing about the person who sent this to you and be sure to send it back to them: Booger, who would I be without you? Frankly, I don't want to know. luv you babe!
Give one random fact about yourself: I was born dead. but I'm better now.