feeling a bit lonely...


Will said, "maybe all your luck went with [your step]", because ever since I took that step to my future, bad luck has been plaguing me. First, I had even more trouble sleeping that night (though this in itself is not uncommon), then I had to go into work early the next day and had a really crappy morning, in which in rained on me. My plans kept getting postponed, and then on tuesday night I battled a harsh fight with food poisoning.
Now I say a bit lonely because I didn't have anyone close by I felt I could call to help me out. My parents are in Boston, Mila was at work and prepping to go out of town for the weekend so I didn't want to bother her. Its just when your sick, you really just want someone to be there for you and take care of you, and I didn't have anyone. The only one who stayed by my side was my dog, and unfortuately he can't run to the store to buy Pepto. I wasn't really feeling depressed, just a bit lonely. And sad that I didn't have the close ties to people around me to ask for help from.
Ah well, but I'm better now, I'm able to hold some food down now and I'm planning on going to work tonight.