I feel like crying...

or maybe throwing up.

Maybe crying and then throwing up, I don't know I haven't decided yet. I can't go into too much detail right now, but in short, I'm stressed.

Sometimes I don't even really know what i am stressed about, just suddenly everything seems to come at short order to me. Or right now I don't have the patience to deal with time wasting activities.

And for some things, I just sick of sitting by the wayside letting someone else's schedule be more important than my own. I mean, I have my own things to do, currently the holder of 3 part time jobs, and still trying to take care of the house, go christmas shopping, and maintain some semblance of sanity all at the same time. Thus, if you want to do something, compromise with me, don't expect me to bow down and allow myself to be dragged along to whatever you want to do.

maybe i need to sleep
to bad its just to dream of backstabbers, but that's another story