I know that I promised a real post, but I found this song and the lyrics reflect really well what has been plagueing my thoughts as of late. About where I am in life right now, and how I got here.
So I'll post the lyrics now, and talk more about it a little bit later.
this song is called "Yume Kara Samete" which translates something like awakening from a dream (i'm not sure though)
(sung by Ai Takahashi, its the opening to a J-drama)
I'm a little used to it
but naturally
I'm still aching.
Looking up at the stars
of the night
I think back
Although,
this was my choice
I regret it...
Isn't that strange?
Even now, it just seemed,
so abrupt
Hey, can you hear?
the sound of my voice
Hey, can you feel?
the beat of my heart
Our same sky
Our same sea
I'm still watching over them
Hey, can you hear?
the sound of my voice
Hey, can you feel?
the beat of my heart
The wind will
guide it to you
Yeah, just like always
If I, could return
to the past
I'd exceed time
Would you, wait for me in that town?
Yes, I hear it
the sound of your voice
Yes, I feel it
the beat of your heart
Our same future
Our same hopes
I wanted to see that dream
Yes, I hear it
the sound of your voice
Yes, I feel it
the beat of your heart
I feel it, with this skin
Just like always
If I awaken
from my dream
You aren't here
My memories are changing,
fading in the light
I'll await
a new tomorrow
