2am ... again (maybe this should just become a pattern)

nothing much to say tonight,
it seems like things are getting a bit better for me, you know, like that one message that makes everything ok?
Or maybe other things just seem to get worse, so my problems seem smaller

or maybe its just the wind...
(ask later if you want to know about me and wind)

but here's to you... so quotes I picked up along the past few days...

"Love is never free, Jean-Claude. It is the most expensive emotion we have,..."
"Love isn't the most expensive emotion Asher... Hate is. Becuase hate will eat you up inside and destroy you, long before it kills you"
- Burnt Offerings by Laurell K. Hamilton

"Who the fuck do you think you are?
I don't need no goddamn help
from some bleeding heart ____
My life's not for you to make a name for yourself with"
"Just trying to use me to kill his guilt"
--- Rent


We are the middle children of history, raised by television to believe that someday we'll be millionaires and movie stars and rock stars, but we won't. And we're just learning this fact. So don't fuck with us.
---- from a friend's away message